Oct and November went by in a whirlwind, with trips to Beijing and Shanghai, and then to Singapore. When I finally settled down, it was middle of November, having missed two of my facial appointments.
China is a funny market to do business. I think my boss has decided that i am the Chinese speaking person to deal with them. So a recent relevation was that I was going to look after those markets and promote our new e-initiative.
Coming to the end of the year, i am glad i have made it so far:
1. cleared my debts (study loan, any bills from settling into hk)
2. stronger as a person in dealing with rejections in a sales role
3. emotionally tougher in living alone in a foreign country, and the need to rely on friends
4. fitter and leaner, i am a vegan 3 meals a week
5. appreciation for my family, friends in SG, friends in HK
In 2009, i hope to
1. provide more for my parents, in monetary terms and being able to visit them more
2. dance & squash leisure activities
3. put in effort to learn about options
4. learn about the financial industry in China & Taiwan http://www.hksi.org/eng/home.html holds diploma and executive courses
4. get a paper qualification in alternative instruments
5. run one or two half marathons
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
beijing and trust
This week was spent fretting over beijing. Things left to do:
1. pack my luggage
- toiletries
- 3 sets of work clothes & jacket
- jeans
- heels, slippers, running shoes
- work documents, laptop, folders
2. plan the after work itinery
- http://www.dragonfly.net.cn/
- nan luo gu xiang
3. prepare the documents for john
- option reports, research on cny data
- reseach of fx environment in china
Personal issue i am grabblng with is trust.
What behavioral traits do people need in order to develop trust?
People need to develop the following behavior traits, attitudes, and beliefs in order to develop trust:
Hope in the goodness of mankind: Without such hope people can become emotionally stuck, reclusive, and isolated. Hope in goodness is a change based on the willingness to take a risk that all people are not evil, bad, or ill-willed.
Faith in the fairness of life: This faith in fairness is similar to the ``boomerang belief,'' that what you throw out to others will come back to you eventually in life. So if people are fair, honest, or nurturing they will eventually receive similar behavior aimed back at them. Having faith in fairness is an attitude that helps people be open to others and risk being vulnerable. They believe that the person who treats them negatively will eventually ``get it in the end!'' and be punished in someway later in this life or in the next.
Belief in a power greater than yourself: This is the acceptance of a spiritual power with greater strength, wisdom, and knowledge than you; one with a divine plan to include your experience, whatever you will encounter in life. Rather than believing that you are 100% in control of your destiny, belief in this spiritual power enables you to let go of over responsibility, guilt, and anger. This lets you accept God's will in your life and enables you to let go of your distrust and isolation from others. If God is in control of the universe, you can lighten your load and let God do some of the leading in your life. `"Let go and let God,'' can be your motto.
A healing environment: This is the creating of a trust bond with the significant others in your personal life where blaming, accusing, and acrimony do not exist. In the healing mode the participants actively use forgiveness, understanding, and healthy communication to resolve problems and issues. The participants are then willing to forget, to let go, and to release themselves of the past hurts, wounds, and pain, opening themselves to trust one another.
Reduction of a sense of competition: This reducing of competition, jealousy, and defensiveness with significant others in your life is a way to reduce the barriers between you and them. The lowering of these psychological barriers is essential to the movement toward development of mutual trust.
Self-disclosure of negative self-scripts: Your disclosing of your inability to feel good about yourself and your perceived lack of healthy self-esteem are essential in reducing miscommunication or misunderstanding between you and the significant others in your life. This self-disclosure reveals to the others your perspective on obstacles you believe you bring to relationships. This sheds the mask of self-defensiveness and allows the other to know you as you know yourself. It is easier to trust that which is real than that which is unreal or hidden.
Taking a risk to be open to others: This enables you to become a real person to others. It is an essential behavior in trust-building between two people because it is the establishing of the parameters of strengths and weaknesses on which you have to draw as the relationship develops.
Becoming vulnerable: This enables you to be hurt by others who know your weaknesses and strengths. This is an essential step in trust-building between people. It lays the cards on the table in a gamble that in such total self-revelation the others will accept you for who you really are rather than for who they want you to be. In order to get to full self-disclosure you must take the risk to be vulnerable to others. This is an important building block in trust development.
Letting go of fear: Fear restricts your actions with others. Letting go frees you of behavioral constraints that can immobilize your emotional development. Fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of caring, fear of success, fear of being hurt, fear of the unknown, and fear of intimacy are blocks to the development of trust relationships and can impede relationship growth if not given appropriate attention and remedial action.
Self-acceptance: Accepting who you are and what your potential is an important step in letting down your guard enough to develop a trusting relationship with others. If you are so insecure in your identity that you are unable to accept yourself first, how can you achieve the self-revelation necessary to develop trust? Self-acceptance through an active program of self-affirmation and self-love is a key to the development of trust.
1. pack my luggage
- toiletries
- 3 sets of work clothes & jacket
- jeans
- heels, slippers, running shoes
- work documents, laptop, folders
2. plan the after work itinery
- http://www.dragonfly.net.cn/
- nan luo gu xiang
3. prepare the documents for john
- option reports, research on cny data
- reseach of fx environment in china
Personal issue i am grabblng with is trust.
What behavioral traits do people need in order to develop trust?
People need to develop the following behavior traits, attitudes, and beliefs in order to develop trust:
Hope in the goodness of mankind: Without such hope people can become emotionally stuck, reclusive, and isolated. Hope in goodness is a change based on the willingness to take a risk that all people are not evil, bad, or ill-willed.
Faith in the fairness of life: This faith in fairness is similar to the ``boomerang belief,'' that what you throw out to others will come back to you eventually in life. So if people are fair, honest, or nurturing they will eventually receive similar behavior aimed back at them. Having faith in fairness is an attitude that helps people be open to others and risk being vulnerable. They believe that the person who treats them negatively will eventually ``get it in the end!'' and be punished in someway later in this life or in the next.
Belief in a power greater than yourself: This is the acceptance of a spiritual power with greater strength, wisdom, and knowledge than you; one with a divine plan to include your experience, whatever you will encounter in life. Rather than believing that you are 100% in control of your destiny, belief in this spiritual power enables you to let go of over responsibility, guilt, and anger. This lets you accept God's will in your life and enables you to let go of your distrust and isolation from others. If God is in control of the universe, you can lighten your load and let God do some of the leading in your life. `"Let go and let God,'' can be your motto.
A healing environment: This is the creating of a trust bond with the significant others in your personal life where blaming, accusing, and acrimony do not exist. In the healing mode the participants actively use forgiveness, understanding, and healthy communication to resolve problems and issues. The participants are then willing to forget, to let go, and to release themselves of the past hurts, wounds, and pain, opening themselves to trust one another.
Reduction of a sense of competition: This reducing of competition, jealousy, and defensiveness with significant others in your life is a way to reduce the barriers between you and them. The lowering of these psychological barriers is essential to the movement toward development of mutual trust.
Self-disclosure of negative self-scripts: Your disclosing of your inability to feel good about yourself and your perceived lack of healthy self-esteem are essential in reducing miscommunication or misunderstanding between you and the significant others in your life. This self-disclosure reveals to the others your perspective on obstacles you believe you bring to relationships. This sheds the mask of self-defensiveness and allows the other to know you as you know yourself. It is easier to trust that which is real than that which is unreal or hidden.
Taking a risk to be open to others: This enables you to become a real person to others. It is an essential behavior in trust-building between two people because it is the establishing of the parameters of strengths and weaknesses on which you have to draw as the relationship develops.
Becoming vulnerable: This enables you to be hurt by others who know your weaknesses and strengths. This is an essential step in trust-building between people. It lays the cards on the table in a gamble that in such total self-revelation the others will accept you for who you really are rather than for who they want you to be. In order to get to full self-disclosure you must take the risk to be vulnerable to others. This is an important building block in trust development.
Letting go of fear: Fear restricts your actions with others. Letting go frees you of behavioral constraints that can immobilize your emotional development. Fear of rejection, fear of failure, fear of caring, fear of success, fear of being hurt, fear of the unknown, and fear of intimacy are blocks to the development of trust relationships and can impede relationship growth if not given appropriate attention and remedial action.
Self-acceptance: Accepting who you are and what your potential is an important step in letting down your guard enough to develop a trusting relationship with others. If you are so insecure in your identity that you are unable to accept yourself first, how can you achieve the self-revelation necessary to develop trust? Self-acceptance through an active program of self-affirmation and self-love is a key to the development of trust.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
The 10 most decadent dictators
September 05, 2008
The 10 most decadent dictators
The Times Online
A revolving gold statue, pink champagne and a "Pleasure Brigade" of nubile retainers all feature in Times Money's list of history's most decadent dictators. While their people suffered, these men - and sometimes their wives and children - agonised over how best to spend their ill-gotten gains...
1. Kim Jong-il, "Dear Leader" of North Korea since 1994. The son of the communist state's "Great Leader", Kim Jong-il has super-expensive tastes, with 17 palaces and collections of hundreds of cars and about 20,000 video tapes. On one state visit to Russia, he reportedly had live lobsters airlifted daily to his armoured private train. He is believed to spend around $650,000 a year on Hennessy VSOP cognac and maintains an entourage of young lovelies known as the "Pleasure Brigade"
Car-buying spree for Kim Jong Il
2. Ferdinand Marcos, President of the Philippines, 1965 - 1986. The Second World War freedom-fighter turned kleptocrat secreted billions of dollars in overseas accounts. His wife Imelda, however, was the big spender, leaving 888 handbags and 1060 pairs of shoes in the Malacanang presidential palace when the family fled mob justice after Marcos was deposed. Her pricier purchases included the $51 million Crown Building and $61 million Herald Centre in New York and art by Michelangelo and Botticelli
Marcos: a headache that won't go away
3. Nicolae Ceausescu, President of Romania, 1967 - 1989. The "Genius of the Carpathians" was congratulated (by telegram) by Salvador Dali on his excesses, which included his use of a kingly sceptre. Despite an official salary of just $3,000, he found the cash for 15 palaces, a superb car collection, yachts, fine art and bespoke suits. Tens of thousands of homes were demolished to make space for his 1,100-room, 480-chandelier Palace of the Parliament in the capital, Bucharest
And how is your family, Mr Ceausescu?
4. Saparmurat Niyazov, President of Turkmenistan, 1990 - 2006. The President for Life and "Turkmenbashi", or Father of all Turkmen, was at the centre of an awesome cult of personality. His vanity projects included a £6 million revolving gold-plated statue of himself in the country's capital, Ashgabat. He shifted around £3 billion to overseas accounts, renamed the month of January (after himself), banned beards and ordered that his musings be displayed alongside the Koran in mosques
5. Idi Amin, President of Uganda, 1971 - 1979. The "Lord of All the Beasts of the Earth and
Fishes of the Sea", "Emperor of Uganda" and "King of Scotland" awarded himself the VC, or Victorious Cross, and CBE, or Conqueror of the British Empire. He also spent millions on a super-lavish lifestyle - maintaining a reported 30 mistresses as well as five wives and fathering at least 43 children. A typically mad-capped project was the creation of a personal bodyguard of bagpipe-playing 6ft 4in Scotsmen
More on Amin
6. Joseph Stalin, leader of the Soviet Union, 1922 - 1953. The "Gardener of Human Happiness" and "Brilliant Genius of Humanity" was celebrated in his lifetime in thousands of stylised statues and monuments erected across the Soviet Union - many of which were moved or destroyed in later "de-Stalinisation" drives. He also had a taste for palaces, booze and cigars and preferred to travel by armour-plated private train with a Tsarist-style entourage
Obituary: Joseph Stalin
7. Mohammed Reza Pahlavi, Shah of Persia, 1941 - 1979. The "King of Kings" and "Sun of the Aryans" spent a reported $100 million on celebrations for the 2,500th anniversary of the Persian monarchy in 1971, serving breast of peacock on Limoges china to dignitaries in a 160-acre tent city at Persepolis - close to poor villages. His superb collection of sports cars can be seen at the National Car Museum of Iran, alongside custom models by Mercedes-Benz and Porsche for his son, the Crown Prince
Goose step climax to Persepolis parade
8. Saddam Hussein, President of Iraq, 1979 - 2003. The Baathist leader with a fondness for gold-plated bathroom fittings, and Kalashnikovs, rebuilt Babylon on kitsch rather than authentic lines, stamping each brick of the "reconstruction" with his own name in the manner of Nubachadnezzar, the ancient Babylonian king and conqueror of Jerusalem. His playboy eldest son Uday, meanwhile, kept a private zoo with lions and cheetahs at his Baghdad residence and owned a collection of 1,200 luxury cars
Letter from Baghdad: Saddam Hussein
9. Mobutu Sese Soku, President of Zaire, 1965 - 1997. Siphoning his country's wealth into Swiss bank accounts was a speciality of the "All-Powerful Warrior", whose personal fortune was estimated at $5 billion in 1984 - then equivalent to Zaire's national debt. Mobutu's extravagances included palaces and pink champagne, yachts and shopping trips to Paris by chartered Concorde. His second wife Bobi Ladawa rivalled Imelda Marcos as a compulsive spender - with a reported 1,000-dress wardrobe
Mobutu-a personal portrait
10. Suharto, President of Indonesia, 1967 - 1998. The former bank clerk embezzled more money than any other leader in history, according to Transparency International. In 1999, Time Asia put his family's wealth at $15 billion. Playboy son "Tommy" was the biggest-profile spender - lavishing money on cars and clothes and buying a majority stake in Lamborghini before a conviction for murder in 2002. Suharto's daughter "Tutut", meanwhile, spent $100,000 on one shopping flight to the US
Investigation pledged in Suharto scandal
List compiled by Mark Bridge
The 10 most decadent dictators
The Times Online
A revolving gold statue, pink champagne and a "Pleasure Brigade" of nubile retainers all feature in Times Money's list of history's most decadent dictators. While their people suffered, these men - and sometimes their wives and children - agonised over how best to spend their ill-gotten gains...
1. Kim Jong-il, "Dear Leader" of North Korea since 1994. The son of the communist state's "Great Leader", Kim Jong-il has super-expensive tastes, with 17 palaces and collections of hundreds of cars and about 20,000 video tapes. On one state visit to Russia, he reportedly had live lobsters airlifted daily to his armoured private train. He is believed to spend around $650,000 a year on Hennessy VSOP cognac and maintains an entourage of young lovelies known as the "Pleasure Brigade"
Car-buying spree for Kim Jong Il
2. Ferdinand Marcos, President of the Philippines, 1965 - 1986. The Second World War freedom-fighter turned kleptocrat secreted billions of dollars in overseas accounts. His wife Imelda, however, was the big spender, leaving 888 handbags and 1060 pairs of shoes in the Malacanang presidential palace when the family fled mob justice after Marcos was deposed. Her pricier purchases included the $51 million Crown Building and $61 million Herald Centre in New York and art by Michelangelo and Botticelli
Marcos: a headache that won't go away
3. Nicolae Ceausescu, President of Romania, 1967 - 1989. The "Genius of the Carpathians" was congratulated (by telegram) by Salvador Dali on his excesses, which included his use of a kingly sceptre. Despite an official salary of just $3,000, he found the cash for 15 palaces, a superb car collection, yachts, fine art and bespoke suits. Tens of thousands of homes were demolished to make space for his 1,100-room, 480-chandelier Palace of the Parliament in the capital, Bucharest
And how is your family, Mr Ceausescu?
4. Saparmurat Niyazov, President of Turkmenistan, 1990 - 2006. The President for Life and "Turkmenbashi", or Father of all Turkmen, was at the centre of an awesome cult of personality. His vanity projects included a £6 million revolving gold-plated statue of himself in the country's capital, Ashgabat. He shifted around £3 billion to overseas accounts, renamed the month of January (after himself), banned beards and ordered that his musings be displayed alongside the Koran in mosques
5. Idi Amin, President of Uganda, 1971 - 1979. The "Lord of All the Beasts of the Earth and
Fishes of the Sea", "Emperor of Uganda" and "King of Scotland" awarded himself the VC, or Victorious Cross, and CBE, or Conqueror of the British Empire. He also spent millions on a super-lavish lifestyle - maintaining a reported 30 mistresses as well as five wives and fathering at least 43 children. A typically mad-capped project was the creation of a personal bodyguard of bagpipe-playing 6ft 4in Scotsmen
More on Amin
6. Joseph Stalin, leader of the Soviet Union, 1922 - 1953. The "Gardener of Human Happiness" and "Brilliant Genius of Humanity" was celebrated in his lifetime in thousands of stylised statues and monuments erected across the Soviet Union - many of which were moved or destroyed in later "de-Stalinisation" drives. He also had a taste for palaces, booze and cigars and preferred to travel by armour-plated private train with a Tsarist-style entourage
Obituary: Joseph Stalin
7. Mohammed Reza Pahlavi, Shah of Persia, 1941 - 1979. The "King of Kings" and "Sun of the Aryans" spent a reported $100 million on celebrations for the 2,500th anniversary of the Persian monarchy in 1971, serving breast of peacock on Limoges china to dignitaries in a 160-acre tent city at Persepolis - close to poor villages. His superb collection of sports cars can be seen at the National Car Museum of Iran, alongside custom models by Mercedes-Benz and Porsche for his son, the Crown Prince
Goose step climax to Persepolis parade
8. Saddam Hussein, President of Iraq, 1979 - 2003. The Baathist leader with a fondness for gold-plated bathroom fittings, and Kalashnikovs, rebuilt Babylon on kitsch rather than authentic lines, stamping each brick of the "reconstruction" with his own name in the manner of Nubachadnezzar, the ancient Babylonian king and conqueror of Jerusalem. His playboy eldest son Uday, meanwhile, kept a private zoo with lions and cheetahs at his Baghdad residence and owned a collection of 1,200 luxury cars
Letter from Baghdad: Saddam Hussein
9. Mobutu Sese Soku, President of Zaire, 1965 - 1997. Siphoning his country's wealth into Swiss bank accounts was a speciality of the "All-Powerful Warrior", whose personal fortune was estimated at $5 billion in 1984 - then equivalent to Zaire's national debt. Mobutu's extravagances included palaces and pink champagne, yachts and shopping trips to Paris by chartered Concorde. His second wife Bobi Ladawa rivalled Imelda Marcos as a compulsive spender - with a reported 1,000-dress wardrobe
Mobutu-a personal portrait
10. Suharto, President of Indonesia, 1967 - 1998. The former bank clerk embezzled more money than any other leader in history, according to Transparency International. In 1999, Time Asia put his family's wealth at $15 billion. Playboy son "Tommy" was the biggest-profile spender - lavishing money on cars and clothes and buying a majority stake in Lamborghini before a conviction for murder in 2002. Suharto's daughter "Tutut", meanwhile, spent $100,000 on one shopping flight to the US
Investigation pledged in Suharto scandal
List compiled by Mark Bridge
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Shopping
This weekend was just coming to grips with Yvonne moving back to Singapore. We had an outing at the airport.
It was very fun yesterday. I went Lai Chi Kok for shopping at wholesale prices. Then had Qing and Kel over for Entourage.
Today would be housework day with dog walking and cooking and F1 match. Back to work tomorrow, and I suspect next week is quiet
It was very fun yesterday. I went Lai Chi Kok for shopping at wholesale prices. Then had Qing and Kel over for Entourage.
Today would be housework day with dog walking and cooking and F1 match. Back to work tomorrow, and I suspect next week is quiet
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Put your hands on the ground!
This week was a whirlwind again. So many things, just thinking. i yearn for the peace and quiet sometimes. This is not to be considered in the same thread as Julie and Gerald were over for the weekend. It was so nice to see them. We pretty much hung out on Friday dinner and Sat Mongkok. We had bursting beef balls at Lok Yuen King of Beef Balls stall at Fa Yuen Kai on Saturday! For some reason, we were talking about hair colours, like how her being a red head in college days had brought her lots of attention, and how the girls with dyed brown hair on the streets look like party animals compared to those in black hair.
Something that kept me up on Saturday night and Sunday was Friday's party. It spelled so much of Sex, Power & Money. Tattoos, drinking, casual sex. I was a little fazed, but I think after a run, that will just be another experience that I have gained. Meeting some more decent friends on Sunday, i was glad that my sentiments are echoed. In wrapping up that Friday night, other than the vices i have seen, it was also a little on jobs. Speaking to Des on Sat and Daniel on Friday, i realised that banks don't do enough training, and for front office, the skillset to be able to contribute to a team is more valuable than grades. Of course, networking and age of an individual should never be underestimated. In HK, i feel that my competition is not the locals. Local educators have been blamed, as an education system that does not promote individual thought and problem solving has left banks struggling. The solution, is overseas hires or local talent, educated overseas. Banks search for candidates with local knowledge who are also a good cultural fit with their organisations. They are considered to have the “right” education, which is invaluable when combined with the ability to speak English, Cantonese and sometimes Mandarin. A candidate who can offer all this, as well as good presentation and an ability to lead rather than follow, is likely to find themselves with plenty of offers on the table.
Also another thing on my mind is going home 13-21 Sept. I was just glancing through the pricings for air tickets: SQ and CX have this HKD2599 offer that lasts for maximum of 7 days stay. JetStar going for HKD2322, fitting my timeline perfectly. I have not booked it yet, though i will consider somethings before I make that click.
Obviously I would have family and friend commitments when I am back home, that aside, I am definitely considering a hair cut. Long or short hair has always been of circumstance. In H&M magazine, short hair seems to be just about the most hyped about hair style, and no surprise, Agyness Deyn came up tops as the epitome of happy-go-lucky tomboy attitude! I see most girls in HK and SG with long hair, its very pretty, and nice to play on the power of seduction quite easily. Also I remember Mink told me that one must have the bold personality to go with it if you choose to cut your hair off.
How much do you earn? I hear that quite a lot from my SG friends when they come over. Mostly they see that restaurants and rent are not all that cheap. The fact is that thats all I largely spend on. And my facials. Depending on the income disparity and standard of living between HK and SG and China in the next year, we would see an interesting trend. Considering that HK is largely used as a transit point, I should move on to a bigger city such as New York or back to SG. If you are still curious, I suggest you check out ambition or michael page salaries report. I also looked at the Legal Salaries, and now i understand why the local chicks would throw themselves at these lawyers. They are very well-paid! I also understand why they carry nice new blackberry Curve and party and drink so much - because they CAN!
I think i have spent enough time mulling on the above issues, its time to let go and move on!
Something that kept me up on Saturday night and Sunday was Friday's party. It spelled so much of Sex, Power & Money. Tattoos, drinking, casual sex. I was a little fazed, but I think after a run, that will just be another experience that I have gained. Meeting some more decent friends on Sunday, i was glad that my sentiments are echoed. In wrapping up that Friday night, other than the vices i have seen, it was also a little on jobs. Speaking to Des on Sat and Daniel on Friday, i realised that banks don't do enough training, and for front office, the skillset to be able to contribute to a team is more valuable than grades. Of course, networking and age of an individual should never be underestimated. In HK, i feel that my competition is not the locals. Local educators have been blamed, as an education system that does not promote individual thought and problem solving has left banks struggling. The solution, is overseas hires or local talent, educated overseas. Banks search for candidates with local knowledge who are also a good cultural fit with their organisations. They are considered to have the “right” education, which is invaluable when combined with the ability to speak English, Cantonese and sometimes Mandarin. A candidate who can offer all this, as well as good presentation and an ability to lead rather than follow, is likely to find themselves with plenty of offers on the table.
Also another thing on my mind is going home 13-21 Sept. I was just glancing through the pricings for air tickets: SQ and CX have this HKD2599 offer that lasts for maximum of 7 days stay. JetStar going for HKD2322, fitting my timeline perfectly. I have not booked it yet, though i will consider somethings before I make that click.
Obviously I would have family and friend commitments when I am back home, that aside, I am definitely considering a hair cut. Long or short hair has always been of circumstance. In H&M magazine, short hair seems to be just about the most hyped about hair style, and no surprise, Agyness Deyn came up tops as the epitome of happy-go-lucky tomboy attitude! I see most girls in HK and SG with long hair, its very pretty, and nice to play on the power of seduction quite easily. Also I remember Mink told me that one must have the bold personality to go with it if you choose to cut your hair off.
How much do you earn? I hear that quite a lot from my SG friends when they come over. Mostly they see that restaurants and rent are not all that cheap. The fact is that thats all I largely spend on. And my facials. Depending on the income disparity and standard of living between HK and SG and China in the next year, we would see an interesting trend. Considering that HK is largely used as a transit point, I should move on to a bigger city such as New York or back to SG. If you are still curious, I suggest you check out ambition or michael page salaries report. I also looked at the Legal Salaries, and now i understand why the local chicks would throw themselves at these lawyers. They are very well-paid! I also understand why they carry nice new blackberry Curve and party and drink so much - because they CAN!
I think i have spent enough time mulling on the above issues, its time to let go and move on!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
My Yummy Sweets
I needed a break, I was going crazy with the amount of thinking i was doing. Hence the schokolade!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
No more gunpowder
Invested time in reading about what I am interested in.
http://www.risklatte.com/madeSimple/
Why Monte Carlo Simulation? MC vs Binomial? Difference between pricing Futures & Fwds? Understanding Gamma & Delta? What is Skew?
I am tired. i keep fighting and trying and pushing.
I want to go home. I want to spend my birthday back with my family and friends.
I miss everyone.
http://www.risklatte.com/madeSimple/
Why Monte Carlo Simulation? MC vs Binomial? Difference between pricing Futures & Fwds? Understanding Gamma & Delta? What is Skew?
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
I am tired. i keep fighting and trying and pushing.
I want to go home. I want to spend my birthday back with my family and friends.
I miss everyone.